I imagined today to be as miserable as the previous years, but it wasn’t. I actually didn’t think about you that much today. I’m finally realizing that I deserve so much better and you aren’t worth it. Even though I want you so bad, I don’t think I could put myself through that much pain again. I’m really starting to get over you and it’s bittersweet.
Sometimes I really miss my best friend then I remember how shitty you were and all the fucked up things you’ve said to me. We used to be inseparable and do everything together. Last time we rekindled my mom told me she was so happy because we got along so well and friendship is the most important thing in life. You used to be the most important thing to me. So much has happened that I don’t think we could ever go back to the way things were. I just wish it were possible because I’d be your best friend again in a heartbeat.